Hi everyone! Thanks for visiting my site. I’ve been wanting to create this website but haven’t found the time until now. Actually I first posted these entries last July 11 in my first website 2mybeing.com. I canceled my account with my host because of some problems, so now I am starting all over again.
I went through some very tough times and now I am finally emerging from that painful episode in my life. My struggles were great, there was so much pain, there were humiliating situations, I gave up my self-respect and threw away my dignity but I am still glad it all happened because it was a time of self-exploration and discovery. It was the time for growing up, renewing beliefs, reinventing myself and discovering what I really want in life.
The journey had been such a challenge. Along the way I have dabbled with conscious creation or the art of manifesting that which you want by deliberately creating it with your thoughts. I learned about the untapped power of the mind, and connecting to my higher consciousness. My personal motivation was my sufferings and I relied on the promise of conscious creation to make my life seemed like magic. I had major failures and minor successes at first but eventually I got to the heart of the matter and now it’s the other way around. And indeed, there is magic in life! 
What accounts for my failures have been:
- Lack of belief – This art requires your utmost belief that what you want will come about. If you do not believe that it will, then there is no reason for you to work on it, right?
- Too much desperation – Desperation comes from the thought that it is impossible for your desire to materialize. Your efforts will then lead down to control. If your aim is to control other people or situations, then you are in for a big disappointment.
- Not taking advantage of the opportunities presented – Some of your desires will not come neatly wrapped in a single package. Sometimes there will be opportunities that you need to take and these will eventually lead to your desire.
There are so many articles or literatures written about this method. What I am doing is just documenting my own experience regarding this. This is how I did it and it worked for me.
